And So It Begins...

As of last night I’ve officially started bringing my stuff home from my desk. I’m trying to do a little at a time so it isn’t such a shock. I have 2 days left.... I honestly think I’m in complete denial. I still can’t belive this is happening... It just doesn’t feel real yet... No matter what I tell myself or how hard I try to think about it.... People at work are talking about my last day, my friends and family are talking about my last day, everyone’s talking about my trip... No one else seems to be confused or in denial.... So it’s just me then? Okay... It all just started as a fantasy, a chance to escape figuratively, but at some point it turned into a real life event... Fantasies are EASY! You can conjure up the best weather, all the materials, heaps of money, and so much more! Real life is MUCH harder!! I travel... but never like this... completely alone, all my own driving, sleeping in my car, no set itinerary... this could get real interesting real quick... it’s going to require a lot of adjusting and problem solving  on my part... Oh gosh... It’s gonna happen... It’s really gonna happen... In 6 days (less than 1 week!)  I’m off... Someone come over and pinch me and make sure I get in the car that morning and actually go please!!!

The beginning of bringing my stuff home...