Am I Crazy?

Being someone who loves traveling, I'm used to packing up my life for a weekend, a week, or even a year, so nothing that I'm doing right now feels out of the ordinary. It feels like when I pack for my week at the beach or a weekend at the mountains. A few times today, however, it ran through my head that this was anything but ordinary... that I'm about to legit live in my car for a month while driving around the southeast US... part of me freaked out, part of me got excited... but the main thought was... "Are you crazy?? This is crazy! Why would you do this? This is crazy. Surely you're not ACTUALLY doing this. You're not going to sleep in your trunk and prepare every meal in your backseat without a way to heat food! It's a weekend getaway right? Just a couple hours down the road, I'm certain. You'll be back by this time next week for sure!"

No matter how hard I try and tell myself that this is really happening... all the crazy bits and pieces... I can't wrap my head around it. I'm curious as to when I will finally realize that this is about to be my life for the next month...